hello all..

I know it has been a while since I updated..

but I think this is an occasion for an Update..

You all at Unicoi..

and prolly all over East Tennessee..

have heard about Mr.Sanchez..

well..

I don't have much to say on the matter..

except I know I will always cherish...

the memories we made together..

and making my Freshman year..

the best it could be..

and All of you that want to cast stones..

should be ashamed..

Cause I sure as hell know your not perfect..

soo..

I wanted to post the one pic..

that I still have of him..

to Honor him and his memories he left behind..

For you Mr. Sanchez...

                                                                                        ~Bonnie

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hey..

thought it was time..

for a new entry..

it's been a lil' while..

but..

yeah..

soo..

Breanna's BABAY!!!

He is sooo cute!

he weighs 9 pounds 1 ounce..and is 21 inches long!

he is a BEA-utiful babay!

let's see..

what else..

My Uncle came in from Missouri..

and stayed for a couple of days..

he left today to go to D.C...

I found that my hopes of..

a relationship..

won't happen..

but I guess it is ok..

it always is..

I always find a way to move on..

although..

I never do entirely..

there is always a remnance of them there..

that I will cherish forever..

I know..

sad news..

but I am NOT going on the UB trip..

everyone says..

how bad the trip will be that I am not there..

but I am sure life will go on..

and you won't even notice I am not present..

I am going to TX instead..

because..

with the current situations in my life..

you never know what might happen..

soo..

I want to see my family..

I haven't seen them in two years..

and I dunno if any of you know what it is like..

to be ripped apart from your family..

to start everything a new..

with a family you don't even know..

then when you get to know them..

you loose them..

and never see your family...

for 4 years at a time..

and all you want it to see there faces..

and give them a hug one last time..

and you have a neice..

who has never even seen your face..

and is growing up without you..

and just the longing for the smell of familiar places..

just to look out your window and see the ocean..

and smell the salty air..

This is prolly making no sense..

but these things are parts of my life..

and These are reasons why..

that my life never makes sense..

I am trying to open up..

and let people in..

but it is SOO hard..

and believe it or not..

I am SOO scared..

and it seems that everytime..

I get close..

something happens..

and this has happened to mee again..

well..

I dunno what to say..

soo that this entry makes any sense..

but..

yeah..

leave comments if ya want..

and always..

Keep it Real..

 

                                                                                     Love yas,

                                                                                       Bon-e

 

 

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welp... I re-did my xanga.. apparently.. in Braveheart.. I love that movie.. and it fits this time.. I want to put my music on here.. but I dunno how.. and I can't find anybody with a code.. for Braveheart music.. soo.. If anyone knows how.. stop in and let mee know..!? Hoe k..!?? well.. school is almost out.. only officially 3 days left.. not including Grad. soo.. yeah.. I am sad to see some of the seniors go... For the ones I knew..and well.. This year has been a Grand experience.. getting to know you better.. and Always having a blast.. I hope that life gives you plenty of adventures.. and no matter what comes your way.. you can handle it.. and dive in head first.. into whatever task you want to achieve.. To the seniors I did not know.. I give the best of luck to all of you.. with whatever you want to pursue in life.. and I am sorry that I never got to know you... but I bet you were a blast.. Good Luck..and always have Faith.. well.. I guess that is about it.. Hope you all stop in and leave mee some love..!! and I can't wait 'til UB..!!! keep it real.. as usual..                                                                                Love yas,                                                                               Bon-e